my lapse in blogging only got worse! You want to know what i think it is? I think over the past few years, I have used blogging as a way to vent or to deal with all manner of unpleasant emotions. So much so, that I don't know how to blog now that I am happy. Which, hey, I am not complaining about that at all. Its just that i actually do miss blogging. So, i think i am going to give it another shot. Soon. Swear.